thank you for making this [easier]

so after not talking to him since last week - when we said our "goodbyes" i heard from him today. I have "goodbyes" in quotes because after you say goodbye to someone, doesn't that mean that you usually do not hear from them the following week?

the last week has been really hard. i've thought about him and i have missed him and by the way, it is still hard to breathe! but it is getting better, even more now that i heard from him last night.

he called about 10:30. i was in the middle of writing a paper (the 3rd paper of the day) and he called. at first i stared at the phone thinking that i was just going to let it go to voicemail but then my curiosity got the best of me and i wondered what he had to say. i answered and am now so very happy that i did. he asked what i was doing, i replied with writing a paper. i added that it was the 3rd of the day, did he ask how finals were going or why i was swamped in school work? of course not! he proceeds to tell me that he is just leaving his office and has had the worst day, it was terrible, but the silver lining is that he finally got all his plans sqaured away for his vacation he is leaving for in a couple of days. good for you. he asks about tanning - since i have worked at a salon for the past two years (on and off), i am a pro. after that topic of course there was the inevitable question:

him: want to come over?
me: no
him: why not?
me: because i am in the middle of writing a paper. and there are a million reasons why i shouldn't
him: a million? that is a lot...
me: yes, a million, the biggest one being that i don't care to see you... (by the way i really just wanted to scream "BECAUSE YOU BROKE MY HEART!!")
him: oh come on, you haven't made any bad decisions for a while
me: yes, and i would like to keep it that way
him: okay, i am just getting home. talk to you later, bye.

seriously!?!?! did you really just call me and ask me basically for tanning and sex and then get off the phone with me? DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL!?!?! or an even better question - DO YOU CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF!?!? there was no "how are you?", "what have you been doing?", or even "how was your thanksgiving?" NOTHING!! so i would like to thank you "mr. selfish" for making it so much easier to get over you. thank you for presenting yourself on a platter and making me realize that it is not what i want in a relationship!